Confession and Heartbreak

I learned a valuable lesson today which was extremely hard and painful. I also lost something very dear to my heart because of my actions. It is very hard to admit to myself and many people don’t think this about me because it seems that I live my life fearlessly going after my dreams but… I live a lot of my life in fear. I don’t do things or I flake out because I am convinced I am not going to do it right and mess up therefore disappointing someone. Well by doing that I have only hurt and disappointed the people I love and hurt and disappointed myself. I still have a lot to learn and I am still growing. I am going to have to take this heartbreaking life lesson and make some positive changes in my life and in the lives of those around me.